Upgrades. To the people being left, it sure seems like one. One moment you are important, the next moment you are forgotten, succumbed to the awkward smiles down the hall. And to think you used to be important to these people? You USED to matter. I guess I'm happy that you found who you are supposed to be with. I always wanted you to be happy, that is a fact for sure. I just didn't know that happiness would come from leaving me. Leaving a family of people who cared about you, who we thought we meant something to. Are we supposed to hold on? Hold on stronger than the force that let you go?
If it makes you feel better about yourself now that you have this one person or this new group then I am happy you finally saw the light. I am content that you finally feel like you are living your best life. When I said I believed in you and that we were going to have a lifetime of memories, I just thought maybe we could be part of them too. But if that isn't what you heard out of it, then consider me mistaken. You have a right to your own feelings. I would never going to try and hold you down or keep you from going after what you want.
As you are spending time with these other people, are you going to forget we ever existed? Because if you are, then that's your choice and we'll learn to live with it. If you really wanted a clean start, that is fine. You can't really blame someone for wanting to move on, right? That choice is completely up to the person it directly affects. In this case, you. So make that choice if you want. Do we just let you go? Is that what you want? Are you ever going to come back? Do we want you to come back? I guess now we're struggling to decide if we are even worth it to you, or if we will just slip away and become forgotten. All the time, effort, advice, just suddenly disappears. Then what? Just memories we used to have, just a friend we used to bond with. That's life I guess, people come and go. People trade up for the better. It's okay. It just wasn't our fault.
-N
If it makes you feel better about yourself now that you have this one person or this new group then I am happy you finally saw the light. I am content that you finally feel like you are living your best life. When I said I believed in you and that we were going to have a lifetime of memories, I just thought maybe we could be part of them too. But if that isn't what you heard out of it, then consider me mistaken. You have a right to your own feelings. I would never going to try and hold you down or keep you from going after what you want.
As you are spending time with these other people, are you going to forget we ever existed? Because if you are, then that's your choice and we'll learn to live with it. If you really wanted a clean start, that is fine. You can't really blame someone for wanting to move on, right? That choice is completely up to the person it directly affects. In this case, you. So make that choice if you want. Do we just let you go? Is that what you want? Are you ever going to come back? Do we want you to come back? I guess now we're struggling to decide if we are even worth it to you, or if we will just slip away and become forgotten. All the time, effort, advice, just suddenly disappears. Then what? Just memories we used to have, just a friend we used to bond with. That's life I guess, people come and go. People trade up for the better. It's okay. It just wasn't our fault.
-N
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